Wanna be me!

Sometimes I feel like I am actually going offtrack.

I am being too much focused on life that I have forgot how to enjoy the life anymore. I am not saying that I don’t smile anymore or make jokes or maybe get into some unnecessary talk anytime. I do all those things.

However, am I really being me anymore?

“No, Allah knows, Not at all!”

I did things I like and enjoyed that doing a lot. I have earned a lot. Now, maybe I am too focused on something which is making me doing things which I really don’t wanna do or maybe not enjoy doing.

I wanna live up to my life. I wanna be that person I have always wanted to be. What seems to be so far now!

I am really praying to be me again. I wanna smile and smile full, not just smile for smiling’s sake. I need to come around fast enough, I don’t wanna loose me ever again. I want to be happy, happy for me. Smile and smile for me! Be with me and be for me! I wanna be me again!

Published by Tahmina Mili

I am a dreamer. Always dream to have a new and beautiful life. I always try to live happily ever after. There are no bad vibes in me. To me, the world is the most beautiful and honest place to live in. "The bad is not bad until we make it bad" and "Smile is the beauty of life", are two of my most favorite sentences of all time. I live believing in them. I am proud to be me and love being me all the time.

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