After a long time!

After a long time, I felt that urge in my body to have you.
After a long time, I saw myself in the mirror to see how I look.
After a long time, a mild breeze just blew my mind and make me cringe!
After a long time, something is happening to change things for good.
After a long time, I felt the rain on my face and didn’t just hide away.
After a long time, opening my arms I hugged the air around me.
After a long time, I wanted to eat the sweetest chocolate bar in the world.
After a long time, I knew how hungry I was not to eat but to have it.
After a long time, when I stood by the side of the road, I saw the river floating towards me.
After a long time, I knew I had to be touched but not just acted out.
After a long time, I realized the mind blowing games were not that spontaneous.
After a long time, a lot of changes happened without the changes to be wanted or even wished for.
After a long time, the thoughts are coming in my filthy brain and not being written in plain.
After a long time, I came to love the only thing I had ever wished to love, myself!