When I took the newspaper on my hand today, I said to me, “Hello, good morning!”
When I saw a little girl hugging a man with so much calmness, I thought, “This is really a good morning!”
The minute I read the news, there were tears in my eyes, I was literally crying. I couldn’t bear myself to take another look to this little angel.
There were many deaths around me. COVID19 had taken enough life and still going on proudly, now these road accidents were taking lives everyday.
I wonder what I would do if I would have lost my parents, what would happen then, how I would become the lady I am today, how my life would have been.
I couldn’t gather my thoughts together, I was stunned, I became mute, I couldn’t see, I didn’t know how to react over that.
I thought I should write about that. I couldn’t find anyone to write to. I sat on my chair with the pen in my hand, thinking and thinking.
My hand started aching, my eyes became blurry again. I felt the tears in my eyes again. My heart was bleeding. Oh! The pain was making me squeeze my eyes and put my hand on my heart.
I took the newspaper and looked at the girl, I kissed her picture and prayed for her soul to calm down, to have some ease, to get the courage to bear the news.
I kissed her again, this time in my mind, I poured all the love I had in my heart and gave her a tight loving hug for a long time.
My heart was not aching as much as before, my sight was becoming clearer, my mind gathered some words, my hand wanted to start writing, the pen I had went to the paper and poured the words on it. I wrote, finally I was able to write something, anything at all.
I want a morning to be really good, I want a morning newspaper would bring joy to my heart, I want not to stop writing, I want words to be present in my mind, I want my pen to write a good morning song.
The morning I want to start with a cup of tea on my one hand and have newspaper on the other. I want to say, “Hello, good morning!” With a joyous mood. I want the morning to be really good one with that baby girl smiling and all happy!